Sonnets
Sonnet #1
Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day?
Nay, thou art the harshest wind in late autumn
Sharp quips, punishing the words you say
Placed me, below apathy and boredom?
Star sign reading with the depth of the moon
Yet, cancerously controlling the tide
Sensitive too early, bitter too soon
Always waning and waxing your dark side
Still lingers your wave that consumed me
And drowned every inch of my insight
Now your gravity pulls a new sea
And im healing my hands full of frost bite
July was an illusion, your heat was bold
I was concussed with confusion, when summer went cold.
Sonnet #2
I think my muse died the day that you left.
We tried on new language, it was fluid
You threw out your words but your letters I kept
A name wasn’t enough, we both knew it
I think that I cried when you took your first steps
And we saw the remnants in the sewage
No time for goodbyes, I saw the last breathe
It was me with him that was the nuisance
I think that I died on the day that you left
I remember us holding too tightly
To a version of you that needed to rest
And a version of me that was frightened.
I think my muse died the day that you left.
You threw out your words but some letters I kept.